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This Quiet Place

I’m feeling a little tender, today.

It’s a lovely feeling, don’t get me wrong. Soft and sweet, like a warm rainy day. It’s a feeling I’ve sat with at various points over the last few years, a new softness that has grown into me like the sweetest of dreams.

It’s just…it’s an aching quiet, actually, is what it is.

A middle land. A place for me to live within the beauty of this moment, a place to also feel the absence of the hearts and souls that bring me to life. How beautiful it is to connect with souls who fill you with life itself. How beautiful it is to love them. If only I could bottle them and keep them with me always.

I’ll never regret a moment of this winding life.

The aches that have held me so firmly in place some days, the internal fights that have cracked me open. The surrender. It’s all a part of it, isn’t it? This life we all try so hard to control— there is no controlling it. Even if we could catch the wind in a jar…how could we possibly know it was in there?

I am handing you this small patch of quiet in the hopes you might pin it to your heart, or your soul, or somewhere nice. That the soft of me might bring you some comfort, or friendship, or whatever it is that might be missing for you in this moment.

To those friends I am missing: I love you. You are a part of me.

To those I will never meet again, it was sweet. (Or not. Just sayin’)

And to the parts of me that are magically brewing in some invisible place, waiting to be seen and known and touched: I am here.

I will wait.

In this quiet place, I will wait.

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By brookecutler2

Liver of life, lover of everything. 💕

2 replies on “This Quiet Place”

This is a really beautiful piece, Brooke!

“Even if we could catch the wind in a jar…how could we possibly know it was in there?”

I love that. The illusion of control is still quite powerful though.

Thank you for sharing this. 🙂

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Thanks Evan! So nice to see you here.🙂 It certainly is. I do love a good moment where the universe says, quite clearly, ‘oh! You think you’re controlling this situation? Well! Let me show YOU…’ Ha ha ha. Very powerful and very mysterious, this crazy life. ☺️

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