I’m very aware of the rich soil of this place. How I am peeking through the soft earth, unravelling beautifully. How I am fully becoming myself.
Over these past few weeks, I’ve been allowing myself to be as I am, just watching the world go by. Watching all the expectations I had for my life and my dreams fall apart, so sweetly.
I am here to create and to love.
That is all.
It seems that, for most of my life, although I have been creating, although I have been loving…I have been looking to frame this creativity and love within an identity. Within a ‘reason’. For example: I must write a book in order to write legitimately, to be accepted under the culturally approved model of what a writer/creator must wish to strive for.
But I don’t wish to strive for this. Although it would be lovely to hold a book of my heart in my very own hands, I am so fulfilled by life that it truly does not feel necessary, to me.
I only wish to create. To be utterly fulfilled by this most beautiful connection with myself and the people I write for.
How or where my creativity (my essence) finds these people has become unimportant to me. I trust my words and heart will find home, effortlessly. I know this logic might make no sense to some, but for me, to flow through life feels like the only right way.
I never had to write a book to be a writer. I never had to be ‘a writer’.
I only had to be my wind.
Living. Creating. Loving.
Because this is my life.
This is my creative, loving life.
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4 replies on “Creative, Loving,Life”
Yes, absolutely, your words and heart do find home! And there are so many other hearts out there who don’t know they need yours, but will find it when they need it most.
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Aww. You know, I really like to think that IS the way the universe works, Kat. So many times in my life, the right people have turned up with the exact message I needed to hear, right when I needed it. I always do like the idea of being able to help (or move) someone in some way with my own writing. 🙂 xx
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Well said, Brooke. This blog works perfectly for me to access your beautifully expressed empathy, love and wisdom. I could imagine an anthology packaged and marketed as a gift to share with family and friends.
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It’s funny you say that Keith! Only the other day I was pondering that very thing. I hope I can find some time to do that. I would love to leave a little piece of myself with my family to be cherished whenever the time comes for me to head off to the clouds (or wherever I might drift beyond this life.) 🙂
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